ippolit is a young man trapped on the tragic border between life and death as he slowly wastes away from consumption (tuberculosis). he speaks at excessive length and writes a massive document because he is driven by a desperate and lingering need to be remembered before his existence ends. this long explanation has the purpose of a final protest against his fate and a way to make his voice heard in a world that is preparing to move on without him. his nihilistic worldview is a direct reaction to his physical suffering and a sense of profound betrayal by the universe. he feels that god has let him down so he uses this text to argue that existence itself is cruel, irrational and unworthy of his submission.
his desire for suicide is not merely an escape from pain but an act of defiance and revenge against the almighty. he refuses to let god or nature dictate the exact moment or manner of his passing, so he attempts to take control of his death to prove his own free will. for ippolit, the act is a way to strike back at the creator he blames for his illness and his early death. he wants to force a confrontation with the divine by claiming the power to end his own life thereby rejecting the authority of the being that condemned him to suffer. even when his attempt fails due to his revolver's primer not working, his commitment to this defiant philosophy stays unchanged. he stands as a man abandoned by god and his entire existence becomes a long and bitter explanation of why he chooses to reject a world that offers him only pain and premature silence.
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